“Authenticity over appearance — Christ over comfort.

The Honest Truth

Here’s what makes me angry — most churchgoers don’t really know one another. We judge based on fragments, half-stories, and assumptions. Many aren’t willing to step outside the comfort zone long enough to really connect. To be Ekklesia — the called-out people of God who live fellowship, not just attend services.

Too often, “church” has become a performance. Smiles hide exhaustion. Conversations skim the surface. People come, people go — yet few stay long enough to build roots deep enough for transformation. What we need is a cleansing — a baptism of Spirit and fire.

I cry out for the fear of the Lord to return. For holy sobriety to shake us awake. It’s time to stop sweeping hypocrisy under the rug and start walking in truth again.

“Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! For you are like whitewashed tombs which appear beautiful outwardly, but inside are full of dead men’s bones and uncleanness.”
(Matthew 23:27–28, NKJV)

When Anger Meets Grace

My anger isn’t hate. It’s heartbreak — a righteous ache for authenticity. But when that anger crosses into the flesh, I repent. No excuses. If I’ve hurt someone, I’ll make it right. A sincere apology carries power.

Some call my candor abrasive. Maybe it is. But it’s part of my calling — to comfort the afflicted and afflict the comfortable. I’d rather speak truth that cuts and heals than whispers that lull us to sleep. I will not pretend. I will not play games with God or people.

Sometimes I say too much. The Holy Spirit checks me, and I apologize. My motives are clean — I just want to see Christ formed in us. I love deeply, even when it’s messy. And I refuse to wear a mask.

This isn’t “clean-room Christianity.” It’s life — raw, flawed, and holy all at once. Faith that’s tested in the dirt and proven in the fire.

Still Learning to Surrender

I pour out my life freely. When love and care aren’t reciprocated, I feel it. I bleed. But I’m learning to surrender — to let unmet expectations drive me deeper into God, not bitterness.

I’m grateful that Jesus loves me perfectly even when I don’t get it right. What you see is what you get — the good, the bad, the ugly. I don’t hide it. I walk open-handed with those willing to do the same. Forgiveness is the pathway.

A Disciple’s Promise

If I’m wrong, I’ll repent. But I’ll also remind you that Jesus told us all to deny ourselves, pick up our crosses, and follow Him. That’s not optional.

The goal is always transformation — Christ formed in us. That’s what discipleship really means. We’re in this together — flawed, forgiven, being shaped into His likeness.

Pain, betrayal, disappointment, distress — these don’t define us; they refine us. Christ must always be bigger. We win when we don’t give up — especially on each other.

On the Potter’s Wheel

I’m still being molded. I’m desperate, hungry, broken — but hopeful. I long for Jesus more than comfort, reputation, or approval.

If someone’s faking it, I can’t waste energy trying to convince them otherwise. My focus stays on surrender. I sow, I water, and I trust God with the increase. He’s building His Kingdom, not mine.

What God Wants

God isn’t after polished performances. He’s after surrendered hearts — broken people who let Him build something real. There will always be a remnant — a few who answer the call to koinonia.

Me? I’m just the stall boy, cleaning up church messes until He comes. But I’ll keep loving, believing, and preaching Christ and His cross.

He takes our imperfection and gives us His perfection. What a trade. That’s the Kingdom way — faith working through love.

So I’ll keep forgiving. Keep walking in love. Keep moving forward with anyone willing to walk real — hungry for Jesus, not religion.

The New Wineskin

It’s time to pioneer a new way — to walk away from the Constantinian system of top-down religion that entertains but doesn’t transform. We don’t need CEO pastors and polished platforms — we need disciples, sons, servants.

I’m done pouring virtue into the old machine. But I’ll always build a bridge for those who still hunger for Christ.

That’s why Acts In Motion exists — to seek first the Kingdom, not the brand. To live Kingdom Reality.

Acts 2. Acts 4. Romans 12. 1 Corinthians 12. Ephesians 4. Colossians 3. Matthew 5–7.
The blueprint hasn’t changed — we just need to live it.